Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Love???? Naw.....

Relationships?? Naw...i dont do those anymore. SO dnt waste yours or my time. The next relationship i have will be when i get older, in college or something. Because the standards i have for relationships i wont find now because these boys today aint ready for love, and for some reason, it always seems like the first one you love the most, hurts you the most. So im just going to enjoy my life free while I can! 

I want a leader not a follower. One who knows he the shit, but aint too cocky. Someone mature, someone strong, maybe a lil sensitive but at the same time not to easy for me to read. Somebody in the game but dont play. Someone who has something going for himself. big things!! Knows how to live his life and have fun. Somebody that can make me laugh and smile all day. Someone whos mine, all mine. and he says im his, all his, and will always be his. Somebody that knows all his secrects are safe with me. Somebody who knows just wat to do and say without me saying a word. Somebody who can be my lover, bestfriend, and husband, as well i will be his lover, bestfriend, and wife. One who will treat me like the queen i DAMN sure am!! and i promise you.... that will be one lucky guy because ill treat him like the king he is. I will give him attention, but not too much, some space when he need it. and some lovin when he want it. i will be his support, the one who will bring up his confidence when he feels down. ill be the one to show him love is not a bad thing, that he can trust me in whatever. Im goin to be the wife that will have that dinner hot n ready for him when he get home, but expecting that massage after!..lol i will give him love that he will appreciate and will never want to leave behind. Ill be the one he cant wait to see everyday, every night, lying next to him. Im going to be the wife that will chill with him and his friends watching the game or something. i will cater to him, just as long he shows me that he appreciates what i do because a relationship is 50/50 with each person having one half. the one who is worth giving my heart to, who realizes what he got when he has it, and will love me for the woman i am. He will recieve the best and nothing less. Beacuse he showed me he is about something. too much too ask for?? naww, not if you ready for it. but yea if you not..... hmm

until that one comes along and steps up to the plate and gets my heart and cherish it like its there own heart that keeps them breathing, i cant fade these relationships. yea i might like you alot or whateva. its nuffin wrong with liking someone and keeping them close to you, yu never know, they may be someone famous one day, someone real special, but well never know the real worth of the relationship if we too quick to jump into it. ask yourself...was it built off time and love?? or like a house bulit on air?? meaning built off nothing, no foundation? because comes relationships, comes problems, stress, and rules. shitt thats school! lol why would i want that extra stress now? 

definately not helping me prgogess in my life now is it?? nope. so umm exactly whats the point now????? why now?? if you want true love. they say it takes time. and if its meant to be it will find its way {♥}